I’ve been so out of it lately and haven’t felt very much like myself. Getting through the day alone felt like a challenge on most days. I was doing everything within my power to not fall apart. I didn’t always succeed. It’s taken quite a bit, but here I am, still standing, feeling better than I have in a while. I smiled today, genuinely smiled. Even better, I laughed…a lot. Slowly but surely I’m coming back. Told you I wouldn’t be gone long.
I should be at the football game right now but i woke up to late and anything and everything was stopping me from going…aka my bathroom like broke -__-, my hair smells like smoke -__- and i woke up to late because i decided to light. so instead ill free it and wait till the next one especially since i have to cheer. Last night was Senior Bonfire..it was smooth..i had such a good talk with Nicki and Parisa..like i legitly love those girls..everyone that could be there was there and i think it was much needed…now i think i should go and fix this flooding bathroom huh?